Thursday, November 30, 2006

Numerology.. What it says about me..


The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.
Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.
Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.
The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.
Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.
The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Above the Mountains, My Peace of Mind Awaits...


In the midst of all the tears, a faint hope emerges through the darkness…
It was the warmth of your eyes whipping away all my sadness…
For a moment there, I stood in silence, couldn't believe you were real…
Wasn't able to recognize my emotions or the way that I feel…
You opened up my eyes to a different world, one that could only be built by you…
You drew a smile on my face, a smile that almost hurt because it was late yet true…
Yet, when I'm alone at night, I think of myself alone again, coping with more pain…
Waiting for so long to find you yet afraid of the loss I will bear after this massive gain!
Continuously and savagely, life has tossed me around here and there…
Till I found myself thinking: I will never find anyone who will really care…
And here I am, happy and scared to lose it all in a turn of a page…
I can't help but wonder how when the end comes, I will cope with that rage!
Oh Lord, dear skies, stars and moon, have mercy on my soul this time…
Don't build up soaring mountains ahead me, too high for me to climb!

More Questions...


What is right? What is wrong? What is true and what is fake?
Do you let go? Or should hold on so tight till you both break?
When should you say: I love you and I truly care?
When is breaking up and moving on really fair?
How do you know that this is the one for you?
How can you stop yourself over a dead love being blue?
Why is it so hard to say goodbye?
Why do we always have to cry?
When will there be time for bliss to fill up our eyes?
When will our screams end? When will we quit the sighs?

Paradoxical Issues!


Last night, while being submerged in extreme bliss, it occurred to me…
The scarcity of pure joy, the irony of life and the cruelty of destiny…
Nothing in this world is complete; nothing is perfect or whole…
Pain, agony and despair seem to always want to play their role…
Whenever you feel that you defeated pain with a new friend or love…
A new challenge or misery is born from somewhere up above…
Religion, origins or even money can be a reason for loss…
And sooner or later, this true emotion you need to simply toss!
It is plainly paradoxical and yet painful to a large extreme…
How simply you have to give up each hope you had and every dream…
As days go by, you lose faith in all that matters; you lose your soul…
With every breath you take you lose touch with reality, you lose control…

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Dedication...


As I rest in the corner, I observe the world passing me by…
I am reminded of those peaceful days that faded away with a blink of an eye…
I charge through the doors of my mind, rummaging around for happy memories to embrace… While tears of fear and confusion disturb my every thought and scurry down my face…
Missing your serenity, your passion, your smile and affectionate embrace…
Remembering the beauty of your soul, the glimmer in your eyes and your grace…
Although you are here next to me, your pain makes you so distant and so far…
And I sit there just marveling what you might be thinking of, and were you are…
What I feel right now is too much for me to endure…
Because my love for you is so deep and the way I care for you is so pure…
Your sorrow penetrates my existence, and leaves me there so numb and cold…
Your eyes are so tired and you soul, the aching, can barely hold…

Modelling at the Marriot



 

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