Above the Mountains, My Peace of Mind Awaits...

In the midst of all the tears, a faint hope emerges through the darkness…
It was the warmth of your eyes whipping away all my sadness…
For a moment there, I stood in silence, couldn't believe you were real…
Wasn't able to recognize my emotions or the way that I feel…
You opened up my eyes to a different world, one that could only be built by you…
You drew a smile on my face, a smile that almost hurt because it was late yet true…
Yet, when I'm alone at night, I think of myself alone again, coping with more pain…
Waiting for so long to find you yet afraid of the loss I will bear after this massive gain!
Continuously and savagely, life has tossed me around here and there…
Till I found myself thinking: I will never find anyone who will really care…
And here I am, happy and scared to lose it all in a turn of a page…
I can't help but wonder how when the end comes, I will cope with that rage!
Oh Lord, dear skies, stars and moon, have mercy on my soul this time…
Don't build up soaring mountains ahead me, too high for me to climb!