Contemplations of A Lost Soul…

Yet another time, she could see something in the far distance and yet another time, she could not tell what it is.
She could have sworn that she had it all figured out, just a few steps ago… She was sure of what she wanted and she had a clear path she thought it was the best that she could ever be on…
Another sigh, another shiver, one long deep breath, and a tear… Another hesitation, a faint sense of fear and a pinch of confusion…
Still things could have been better… Still things could have been worse…
She could have chosen a different way, lived her life in a different day…
She could have been, would have been, and should have been, wiser, calmer, and less afraid of being alone…
Yet another blink of an eye, a beat of a heart, a whisper, yet another sound of cruel silence…
Everything crumbles, everything burns, everything fades…
In the distance, many things seem to await her arrival… Many unknowns, many unfamiliar….
She takes a step forward, another to the back…
She is in the middle of nowhere… Standing tall, standing still, standing alone yet still standing…
When will she lose the will again? When will she finally give up?